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House for Wayward Sons

 301 Clover Lane
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Dean Winchester

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canon: supernatural
canon point: 5x04 "the end"
age: 35
species: human
pb: jensen ackles
game: [community profile] deerington

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Inventory

 
Inventory
[community profile] deerington
 


Inventory on arrival:
  • The Colt - a revolver made by Samuel Colt, capable of killing demons, monsters and gods
  • Beaten-up looking army green duffle bag
  • Zippo lighter

Survival Doggy Bag:
  1. Pick Axe
  2. Cast Iron Skillet
  3. Waterproof + Scent Proof 2 Person Tent
  4. Flint
  5. Thermos
  6. Fishing Line + 1 Fishing Hook
  7. Blow-Up Raft
  8. Fire Resistant Sleeping Bag
  9. Harness for Rock Climbing
  10. Chalk

Gifted from other Characters:

➟ '67 Chevy Impala - [personal profile] fathertoson
➟ 1x Pistol - [personal profile] fathertoson
➟ 1x Shotgun - [personal profile] fathertoson
➟ 3x Angel blades - [personal profile] fathertoson
➟ John Winchester's journal - [personal profile] fathertoson
➟ Military grade first-aid supplies - [personal profile] clussy
➟ 3x Throw pillows 1 | 2 | 3 - [personal profile] clussy
➟ 1x Bone Bracelet - [personal profile] perfectantidote
➟ 1x Bone Dagger - [personal profile] perfectantidote


Gifted in Blessings Basket: bonus points rewards spending

Dean's amulet

Invented Reward Details:
glows in the presence of Deerington monsters who mean harm to Sleepers. Radius: 50 metres

Suitability for Reward: Dean wears this amulet in canon as it's a gift from his brother, Sam. As in-game Dean and Sam were working towards repairing their relationship, and Sam has now "gone home", Dean receives the amulet as 1) a reminder of the progress they made and 2) as a reminder that no relationship is ever too broken to repair.


➟ A
sage plant
+ Dream - this plant seems to weather all that Deerington throws at it never seems to die


➟ A
large coin purse full of myrrh resin
+ Dream - the bag refills when empty over the course of 4 in-game weeks


➟ A
jug full of holy oil
+ Dream - the jug refills when empty over the course of 4 in-game weeks


➟ A pair of
Scooby Doo boxer shorts

➟ 3 pack of
Scooby Doo socks

➟ Silver pistol bullets x5 clips of 20 bullets, totaling 100 bullets

+ Canon - when treated with holy oil, myrrh and sage and using the
Colt bullet creation ritual, these bullets will be suitable to use in the Colt pistol which Dean brought into the game with him in his inventory on arrival

+ Dream - these bullets will be effective against Deerington's monsters, smaller monsters will die instantly, bigger monsters will need more bullets but after one bullet will be slowed subject to specific event mechanic.

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2020-06-17 10:45 am

[community profile] deerington Application


IN CHARACTER


Character Name: Dean Winchester 
Canon: Supernatural
Canon Point: 5x04 "The End" - Dean is taken from an alternate timeline to his original counterpart, as seen in this episode, where his brother said yes to Lucifer and he leads the resistance against an apocalypse shaped as the Croatoan virus to 'cleanse' the earth and make way for Lucifer's new world. He is a colder, harder, meaner version of his past self, broken and twisted into something that resembles the darkest parts of his inner core.


In-Game Tattoo Placement: Back of his neck [ tattoo ]
Current Health/Status: Alive, taken just before he finds Lucifer to have the final show down.

Age: 35
Species: Human

Content Warnings:
Graphic violence - Dean often meets challenges with violence, something that's only grown with the situation he finds himself in, living in an apocalyptic, bleak future. He's quick to anger and highly likely to react quickly and mercilessly to anything he deems a threat or a necessary sacrifice to his cause. 
Religion - The apocalypse is a fight between Heaven and Hell and Dean's own opinions on religion can be inflammatory, disrespectful and blasphemous.
Mental health issues/substance-abuse - Without naming it as such, Dean suffers deeply with depression which manifests itself in alcohol-abuse, vicious emotional repression and detachment from positive relationships.
Pandemic-style apocalypse - Especially relevant given the current state of the world, his world is afflicted with the Croatoan virus; a pandemic designed to cleanse the world of the human population and make way for Lucifer's new world order.

History: General &
 Alternate Timeline specific (1) & (2)

Personality:

What's left of you when everything you hold dear is taken away from you and guilt twists you into something your past self wouldn't recognize? He's lost his mother, his father and his brother. There's nothing left but a world he was instrumental in bringing about the slow, painful destruction of. 

Dean Winchester used to be a good man; a righteous man. He used to know what it was to feel compassion and love and empathy. And then his world shifted; his brother Sam (the one person in the world he relied on to keep fighting the good fight) finally said yes to becoming Lucifer's vessel, and Dean hasn't stopped trying to end it all since. Somewhere along the way he's buried the thought that he never used to be an "end justifies the means" kind of man. And now he is.

Where loyalty-to-a-fault and dedication to protecting people from things that go bump in the night used to drive him, Dean is obsessed with surviving long enough to end an apocalypse he and his brother started. He justifies the cost of human life in the war he's fighting by doggedly sticking to seeing this through with grim determination - the apocalypse must end and he'll be the one to end it. He's a ruthless killer, both willing and able to deliver death to anybody he judges to be either an enemy or a risk to his resistance operation without hesitation. If he has to, he will kill or sacrifice his own people - people he used to regard as friends - in order to further his own agenda. If half the world has to die in order for there to be a world left, he'd take that result. Any shades of gray he might have developed in the past have separated out into a very black or white outlook. You're either with him or you're against him, and if you're against him, he will end you.

In his opinion, everybody in the resistance camp he leads knows what they signed up to and he takes that as permission to use them in whatever way he sees fit. People are either useful or they're not and, if they're not, Dean's not interested. His own obsession with killing Lucifer is left completely unchecked and without limits, and anybody who may have been close to him personally in the past has little to no influence over him now. Where previously he's always had somebody to balance out the extremes in his personality, now he refuses to allow anybody to insert themselves into that role out of fear that they'd try to change his mind and he'd have to do something he doesn't want to do. Despite the outward impression of being in control he wants to portray, inside he's dangerously unbalanced. He's tipped the scales in favor of getting the job done and knows there's no way back out again, even if on some level he hates what he's become.

To say that Dean simply doesn't care about the wellbeing of the people in his camp is too simplistic for how he feels. It's... complicated. Does he have respect for human life? Yes. Does he continue to shoulder the responsibility for keeping the people in his camp safe? As their leader he knows it's his duty, welcome or not. But that respect is no longer enough to eclipse the need to wipe Lucifer off the face of the planet. He's consistently driving towards the end game but has lost sight of why he's doing it beyond a twisted type of atonement and deep-seated need for revenge.


His relationship with the fallen angel, Castiel, is a particular thorn in his side. Deep down, Dean understands that he's to blame for the powerless, drug-fueled hippy that's been left in place of a formerly powerful angel and as such he allows Castiel to remain part of the camp. But the truth of the matter is that Castiel has become yet another weight of responsibility from a past littered with mistakes to shoulder. Dean resents it and while his guilt over it still exists in some form, it's something he's buried deeply to focus on the task at hand.

He's a highly-trained soldier, never far from violence and fighting to win the war against Lucifer by any means necessary. This includes resorting to torture, a skill he picked up during his 40-year stint in Hell.
 He's colder and more disassociated from the parts of himself that were formerly his most redeeming qualities. In their place, a tactical, driven leader willing to do anything to fix what he knows he broke.

Co-dependency used to figure heavily into Dean's very existence, but with Sam's betrayal and the harsh reality of a world afflicted with the Croatoan virus, he knows better now. He's hell-bent on killing Lucifer and, if his brother is still alive inside his Lucifer-inhabited body, he's a necessary sacrifice to the cause. Trying to save Sam is a possibility he stopped considering a long time ago. He relies on nobody but himself, and trusting other people is something that's firmly been relegated to the past. He's learned the hard way that putting his trust in anybody else results in things far worse than casual disappointment, no matter how much you love them and how quickly you'd be ready to die for them. He won't allow himself to be distracted from the cause he vehemently aligns himself to, and this makes him verging on emotionally impenetrable to anybody wanting more from him than direction and dogged leadership. He doesn't have time to allow himself anything remotely resembling positive, deeply-emotional personal relationships and casual, utterly base instinct sex is the closest he allows himself to connecting with other people. Keeping everybody at arm's length is, in his eyes, better for everyone.

Driving his core personality is a potent combination of repressed guilt and self-loathing, wrapped up in acute, self-inflicted loneliness. His penchant for joking around has buckled under the weight of his responsibilities, and he feels like he can't waste his time on focusing on anything outside of his mission. Humor is something he used to employ as a self-defence mechanism, and now the majority of what he has at his disposal is anger and contempt. A rage that burns deep and that, if he's honest, he doesn't want to or is capable of snuffing out. He needs that anger to keep him going, to keep him getting up and continuing to meet his enemies on whatever field of battle that he needs to. He's a realist, grimly aware of and facing into his current situation, and pragmatism features heavily into how he conducts himself on a day-by-day basis. His tactical skills have been honed over years of needing to stay alive, but he acts fast and without mercy in the moment.

Having met a past version of himself from the year 2009, his judgement and reaction is mostly framed by disbelief and condescension. He considers his past self foolish and short-sighted for refusing to say yes to becoming the vessel for the archangel Michael. He's angry at his past self for turning down the opportunity to put a stop to this version of the future, where the human race is being unrelentingly zombiefied by the Croatoan virus and the outlook for life on the whole is bleak.         



Abilities/Powers/Weaknesses & Warping:
  • Advanced weapon mastery
  • In-depth knowledge of the supernatural and how to counteract it e.g. exorcism
  • Excellent hand-to-hand combat 

Inventory:
  • The Colt - a revolver made by Samuel Colt, capable of killing demons, monsters and gods (he'll arrive with 5 bullets - the only kind of bullets that the gun will fire)
  • Beaten-up looking army green duffle bag
  • Zippo lighter

Writing Samples:

» TDM (top level - x2 threads)


OUT OF CHARACTER


Player Name: Alex
Player Age: 21+
Player Contact: [plurk.com profile] intobattle

Other Characters In Game: N/A
In-Game Tag If Accepted: Dean Winchester (AU): Alex
Permissions for Character: here
Are you comfortable with prominent elements of fourth-walling?: Yes, absolutely.
What themes of horror/psychological thrillers do you enjoy the most?: Anything that challenges the notion of reality, or particularly plays on mental fortitude as something to be broken and corrupted 
Is there anything in particular you absolutely need specific content warnings for?: N/A
Additional Information:

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MIXTAPE for [personal profile] heraldingangel



A SIDE
Back in Black - AC/DC
(Don't Fear) The Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult
Pour Some Sugar On Me - Def Leppard
Here I Go Again - Whitesnake
Hot Blooded - Foreigner
Bad Company - Bad Company
Ramble On - Led Zeppelin
Thunderstruck - AC/DC
Smoke On The Water - Deep Purple
Traveling Riverside Blues - Led Zeppelin
Born To Be Wild - Steppenwolf
Ain't Talkin' 'Bout Love - Van Halen
Cherry Pie - Warrant


B SIDE
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
Time - Pink Floyd
Rooster - Alice In Chains
Renegade - Styx
Can't Find My Way Home - Blind Faith
Long Black Road - Electric Light Orchestra
Save Me Tonight - Sonny Ellis
Head Full Of Doubt/Road Full Of Promise - The Avett Brothers
Man In The Wilderness - Styx
Nothing Else Matters - Metallica
Sinners - Barns Courtney
Keep It Together - Guster
My Sundown - Jimmy Eat World


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2010-12-04 07:54 pm

Staggr

STAGGR
ABOUT ME
Dean Winchester
FULL NAME
35
AGE
24th January 1979
BIRTHDAY
He/Him
PRONOUNS


Allergic
RELATIONSHIP STATUS
Your mom
INTERESTED IN
301 Cover Lane, Clarke Acres
ADDRESS
Weapons & Combat Specialist @ F.E.A.R
OCCUPATION


Suck my dick
FAVORITE QUOTE
Led Zeppelin
FAVORITE MUSICIANS
War and Peace
FAVORITE BOOKS
Untouchables
FAVORITE MOVIES/TV SHOWS
EXPERIENCE
The Janitor's closet
EDUCATION


Hunting
Weapons
Hand-to-hand combat
Explosives
TRAINING


Hunter
PAST JOB EXPERIENCE


English
Spanish (basic)
Latin (very specific)
LANGUAGES


In my pants
ADDITIONAL TALENTS


My what?
PORTFOLIO PIECES
CONTACT ME

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2010-12-04 07:41 pm

deerlyBeloved

deerlyBeloved: FEARLESSLEADER

You think you know Dean Winchester? Think again. His world is burning and it's all his and his brother's fault. Want to know who started the Apocalypse by breaking the first seal in Hell? Look no further! A fan of not talking about his feelings, bourbon and deeply affected by regular crippled by guilt moments and past trauma, this guy's sure to shut down any talk about his past. It's shady. Ask him how he treats his friends. They don't survive his bigger picture plans. Sound good? You know which way to swipe.
( Dean Winchester | 35 | M | confused )
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2010-11-05 02:23 pm

INFO


Character Name: Dean Winchester 
Canon: Supernatural
Canon Point: 5x04 "The End" - Dean is taken from an alternate timeline to his original counterpart, as seen in this episode, where his brother said yes to Lucifer and he leads the resistance against an apocalypse shaped as the Croatoan virus to 'cleanse' the earth and make way for Lucifer's new world. He is a colder, harder, meaner version of his past self, broken and twisted into something that resembles the darkest parts of his inner core.



In-Game Tattoo Placement: Back of his neck [ tattoo ]
Current Health/Status: Alive, taken just before he finds Lucifer to have the final show down.

Age: 35
Species: Human
Inventory: Full game inventory here
Dream Guide: Angus the Liger 1 | 2
Address: 301 Clover Lane
Permissions & Content Warnings: here



History: General & Alternate Timeline specific (1) & (2)




Personality on Arrival:

What's left of you when everything you hold dear is taken away from you and guilt twists you into something your past self wouldn't recognize? He's lost his mother, his father and his brother. There's nothing left but a world he was instrumental in bringing about the slow, painful destruction of. 

Dean Winchester used to be a good man; a righteous man. He used to know what it was to feel compassion and love and empathy. And then his world shifted; his brother Sam (the one person in the world he relied on to keep fighting the good fight) finally said yes to becoming Lucifer's vessel, and Dean hasn't stopped trying to end it all since. Somewhere along the way he's buried the thought that he never used to be an "end justifies the means" kind of man. And now he is.

Where loyalty-to-a-fault and dedication to protecting people from things that go bump in the night used to drive him, Dean is obsessed with surviving long enough to end an apocalypse he and his brother started. He justifies the cost of human life in the war he's fighting by doggedly sticking to seeing this through with grim determination - the apocalypse must end and he'll be the one to end it. He's a ruthless killer, both willing and able to deliver death to anybody he judges to be either an enemy or a risk to his resistance operation without hesitation. If he has to, he will kill or sacrifice his own people - people he used to regard as friends - in order to further his own agenda. If half the world has to die in order for there to be a world left, he'd take that result. Any shades of gray he might have developed in the past have separated out into a very black or white outlook. You're either with him or you're against him, and if you're against him, he will end you.

In his opinion, everybody in the resistance camp he leads knows what they signed up to and he takes that as permission to use them in whatever way he sees fit. People are either useful or they're not and, if they're not, Dean's not interested. His own obsession with killing Lucifer is left completely unchecked and without limits, and anybody who may have been close to him personally in the past has little to no influence over him now. Where previously he's always had somebody to balance out the extremes in his personality, now he refuses to allow anybody to insert themselves into that role out of fear that they'd try to change his mind and he'd have to do something he doesn't want to do. Despite the outward impression of being in control he wants to portray, inside he's dangerously unbalanced. He's tipped the scales in favor of getting the job done and knows there's no way back out again, even if on some level he hates what he's become.

To say that Dean simply doesn't care about the wellbeing of the people in his camp is too simplistic for how he feels. It's... complicated. Does he have respect for human life? Yes. Does he continue to shoulder the responsibility for keeping the people in his camp safe? As their leader he knows it's his duty, welcome or not. But that respect is no longer enough to eclipse the need to wipe Lucifer off the face of the planet. He's consistently driving towards the end game but has lost sight of why he's doing it beyond a twisted type of atonement and deep-seated need for revenge.


His relationship with the fallen angel, Castiel, is a particular thorn in his side. Deep down, Dean understands that he's to blame for the powerless, drug-fueled hippy that's been left in place of a formerly powerful angel and as such he allows Castiel to remain part of the camp. But the truth of the matter is that Castiel has become yet another weight of responsibility from a past littered with mistakes to shoulder. Dean resents it and while his guilt over it still exists in some form, it's something he's buried deeply to focus on the task at hand.

He's a highly-trained soldier, never far from violence and fighting to win the war against Lucifer by any means necessary. This includes resorting to torture, a skill he picked up during his 40-year stint in Hell.
 He's colder and more disassociated from the parts of himself that were formerly his most redeeming qualities. In their place, a tactical, driven leader willing to do anything to fix what he knows he broke.

Co-dependency used to figure heavily into Dean's very existence, but with Sam's betrayal and the harsh reality of a world afflicted with the Croatoan virus, he knows better now. He's hell-bent on killing Lucifer and, if his brother is still alive inside his Lucifer-inhabited body, he's a necessary sacrifice to the cause. Trying to save Sam is a possibility he stopped considering a long time ago. He relies on nobody but himself, and trusting other people is something that's firmly been relegated to the past. He's learned the hard way that putting his trust in anybody else results in things far worse than casual disappointment, no matter how much you love them and how quickly you'd be ready to die for them. He won't allow himself to be distracted from the cause he vehemently aligns himself to, and this makes him verging on emotionally impenetrable to anybody wanting more from him than direction and dogged leadership. He doesn't have time to allow himself anything remotely resembling positive, deeply-emotional personal relationships and casual, utterly base instinct sex is the closest he allows himself to connecting with other people. Keeping everybody at arm's length is, in his eyes, better for everyone.

Driving his core personality is a potent combination of repressed guilt and self-loathing, wrapped up in acute, self-inflicted loneliness. His penchant for joking around has buckled under the weight of his responsibilities, and he feels like he can't waste his time on focusing on anything outside of his mission. Humor is something he used to employ as a self-defence mechanism, and now the majority of what he has at his disposal is anger and contempt. A rage that burns deep and that, if he's honest, he doesn't want to or is capable of snuffing out. He needs that anger to keep him going, to keep him getting up and continuing to meet his enemies on whatever field of battle that he needs to. He's a realist, grimly aware of and facing into his current situation, and pragmatism features heavily into how he conducts himself on a day-by-day basis. His tactical skills have been honed over years of needing to stay alive, but he acts fast and without mercy in the moment.

Having met a past version of himself from the year 2009, his judgement and reaction is mostly framed by disbelief and condescension. He considers his past self foolish and short-sighted for refusing to say yes to becoming the vessel for the archangel Michael. He's angry at his past self for turning down the opportunity to put a stop to this version of the future, where the human race is being unrelentingly zombiefied by the Croatoan virus and the outlook for life on the whole is bleak.         




Abilities/Powers/Weaknesses & Warping:
  • Advanced weapon mastery
  • In-depth knowledge of the supernatural and how to counteract it e.g. exorcism
  • Excellent hand-to-hand combat 



The Road So Far @ Deerington:

July 2020

  • Arrival
    • Moved into 62 Shepherd Road, Flatwoods Point
    • Trying to kill "Lucifer" led to him understanding that the Sam in Deerington is from another timeline, likely the same timeline as "past him" from 2009.
    • Running into somebody who said she knew him enhanced his own paranoia, and his mind immediately jumped to the assumption that Skye was a demon. His world is overrun with them, and a lot of them like to say they know him just because he's Dean Winchester. He saw her use her powers for the first time against a "Robo Carebear" and told her to stay away from him


  • The Guilt Shadow
    • He met a Castiel who still had angelic powers, something which was complicated due to Heaven and all angels having left his world to be decimated by Lucifer. His opinions on Heaven and angels were dire and they came close to coming to blows. Dean was purposely an asshole.
    • Worked through guilt over killing the Cas from his world with Dana, Sam's girlfriend & gained his Dream Guide


  • Other
    • Hunter for hire on the network - Mr Unpopular makes threats against supernatural type Sleepers. Argues with a bunch of people and is once again an asshole to Castiel.
    • Skye stumbled across where he lives and he thought that she was following him which led to a tense stand-off.


August 2020

  • The Dome
    • As the dome shatters over the town, Dean is caught outside and Castiel saves him from giant shards of falling glass.
    • He and Castiel have their first conversation that doesn't end in an argument in the church


  • Lollipops & De-Ageing
    • Ate a grape lollipop and was de-aged down to 16 for a few days
    • Watched Castiel, who had become an amnesiac Dean nicknamed "Constantine", fall through the stairs in his house and die in the basement only to heal himself
    • Survived a noise monster with Skye not knowing who she is
    • After he had aged back up found Castiel and was trying to watch over him. Helped Cas put out a fire he started with his uncontrolled powers in the camp in Deerington park. Hung out with Cas trying not to say anything that would cause another surge of powers.
    • His days spent without any memories of his life so far as a teenager allowed him to get back to his roots in a way he hasn't in years. When he aged back up again he retained all of the memories of being a teenager and how he felt when he was helping people in danger
September 2020

  • Fate
    • Falls out with Castiel after some serious miscommunication. Dean comes to realize that he does want to keep hunting with Cas and wants him to stay in one piece. Castiel believes that Dean only cares about "Constantine" instead
    • He finds out from Sam that the Colt doesn't work against Lucifer and that he dies trying to kill him which puts him into a depression spiral
    • Eventually he tells Castiel what's due to happen to him when he goes home, but gets a motivational speech about finding his purpose here in Deerington. They end up watching The Thing at the Antler Drive-In together
    • Dean starts working for F.E.A.R as a Weapons and Combat Specialist
October 2020

  • Cas from his world shows up in a bad way straight from being killed by Croats, a fate that Dean had sent him to. He thinks Cas is a shifter or a monster from the town. They make it back to Dean's house in Flatwoods Point and Dean patches him up. He's remorseful for sending Cas to his death but their conversation is tense and unfriendly
  • Dean finds out that the Sam he had just started trying to rebuild a relationship with has disappeared from the town, presumably back to his world and he knows that for Sam that means the Cage with Lucifer
  • He checks in on Castiel and lets him know that the Cas from his own world has shown up in the town
  • While out on a F.E.A.R mission with Skye in the Nightmare Frontier, they evade a Wendigo and almost escape, however they are pursued by a giant zombie dog and he crashes the Impala into a tree as they're barged off the road. In an effort to distract the zombie dog from killing Skye, Dean sacrifices himself and is killed at the same time he shoots the dog through the chest with The Colt
  • The Impala is brought back to the house after Dean has died by Peter Parker, arranged by Cas
November 2020

  • What's dead didn't stay dead

    • Waking up after being gone for 8 days, Dean has to work through post-death flu and depression including suicide ideation
    • Cas looks after him in a way that Dean's not used to and they have the opportunity to talk. Cas forgives him for sending him to his death, and Dean tells Cas that when he goes back to their world that he's going to fail and get killed by Lucifer anyway
    • Checking in with a few people he cares about in town via the network, Skye pops over to see how Dean's doing and they talk about everything but his death.
    • He contacts Castiel to check in and also to ask him something. Castiel is human and has to walk to Dean's house which is concerning for Dean given the Cas he knows isn't very good at taking care of himself. He asks Castiel whether he can knock him out so he doesn't have nightmares but as Castiel is powerless, Dean continues to suffer with dreams of Hell Hounds and dying
    • Dean and Cas move to 301 Clover Lane in Clarke Acres
    • He meets a younger version of himself in a cavern he'd left the house to explore after getting severe cabin fever. Finding out that this version of him is fresh from their 40-year stay in Hell, he watches "Mini Me" violently and brutally kill a spider monster that's been hunting them
    • He finds Sam near the Hart Mart and it soon becomes clear that this is the Sam from his world. He lies to him and says he'll kill him back at the farm house with the Colt. He uses the holy oil he got in his blessings basket to trap Sam (and Lucifer) in the basement and only then gets to talk to Lucifer who he swears he'll end


  • Therapy & Balls

    • After Sam returns back to the basement and relights the holy fire himself, Dean explains to Sam that he never knew he was still alive. That he's still his brother and that together they'll find a way to beat the devil
    • Cas confesses to Dean that it was him who let Sam out of the panic room all those years ago, and Sam went on to release Lucifer because of it. Cas is high on pills and Dean hates it. They get into an argument and Dean leaves
    • Dean finds out that Jack is Lucifer's son from older!Sam
    • Exploring the fleshy sinkyhole with Cas, smacks Cas in the balls after a game of harness chicken, much laughter happens
December 2020
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