[ Eyes wide, Dean doesn't have the time to shore up his own emotions. And it's fear in his eyes when Cas grabs him. Hard not to feel that when you're being yanked around by a fully powered angel. One that he'd thought up to this point he was starting to understand.
He listens, even if it's uncomfortable with that ringing in his ears, frowns with the pain and then eventually winces when his ears start bleeding and it's minutes before he's able to hear anything but the echo of that other worldly noise. He remembers it. Of course he does. But that was then and this is now and he doesn't know what Cas is talking about, but he's got no reason not to believe him, even if this discomfort is at breaking point inside of him now.
Opening his mouth once, then again, to try and get the ringing out of his ears, eventually he pulls his hands away from his ears, blood smearing on his palms unnoticed. ]
You pulled Sam outta Hell? I uh... I didn't know that... because it doesn't happen in my world. You know what happens in my world, I told you. All the crap that Lucifer rains down on everybody and you know what? Sam was still in there the whole time.
[ Dean was going to kill Lucifer and will do again, because he's already been told that memories from this place don't travel home. So he knows that he'll try to kill Lucifer, Sam inside having to watch, and then Sam having to suffer through watching how Lucifer kills him. ]
He's in all our dreams, Cas. Not just Jack's. And there's nothing more that I want to do than gank that son of a bitch Lucifer and you know that. But you think Lucifer wouldn't use Jack the second he knows he's his kid? Explain it to me, man. Explain how me trying to keep Jack away from Lucifer, from Sam, from me is a bad idea.
[ He pauses, nostrils flaring and head shaking because he just plain doesn't understand how this tactic is the wrong one. ]
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He listens, even if it's uncomfortable with that ringing in his ears, frowns with the pain and then eventually winces when his ears start bleeding and it's minutes before he's able to hear anything but the echo of that other worldly noise. He remembers it. Of course he does. But that was then and this is now and he doesn't know what Cas is talking about, but he's got no reason not to believe him, even if this discomfort is at breaking point inside of him now.
Opening his mouth once, then again, to try and get the ringing out of his ears, eventually he pulls his hands away from his ears, blood smearing on his palms unnoticed. ]
You pulled Sam outta Hell? I uh... I didn't know that... because it doesn't happen in my world. You know what happens in my world, I told you. All the crap that Lucifer rains down on everybody and you know what? Sam was still in there the whole time.
[ Dean was going to kill Lucifer and will do again, because he's already been told that memories from this place don't travel home. So he knows that he'll try to kill Lucifer, Sam inside having to watch, and then Sam having to suffer through watching how Lucifer kills him. ]
He's in all our dreams, Cas. Not just Jack's. And there's nothing more that I want to do than gank that son of a bitch Lucifer and you know that. But you think Lucifer wouldn't use Jack the second he knows he's his kid? Explain it to me, man. Explain how me trying to keep Jack away from Lucifer, from Sam, from me is a bad idea.
[ He pauses, nostrils flaring and head shaking because he just plain doesn't understand how this tactic is the wrong one. ]
I am begging you to explain it to me. To help me.