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eddie kaspbrak ([personal profile] clussy) wrote in [personal profile] ruined 2020-11-26 12:32 am (UTC)

prob at the VERY END of nov like..more like dec1st or something (cw: child abuse/trauma/possession)

(Eddie hasn't spoken to anyone about what's happened except for the guy who helped him out. He's been too drained, too dead inside, yada yada - your typical post-possession stuff. He doesn't really want to talk to anyone is the thing. Except Dean's name winds up being one of the easiest names to come up with when the loneliness gets too much and when he realizes he needed a little bit of help.

Eddie doesn't even know the last time he actually bothered to reach out to an adult before like this. Had he ever? Without being anxious the whole time? Without feeling like he was going to be in massive trouble?

Okay, so Eddie actually does have to work up to it. Trauma was trauma and the idea of going to an adult about a problem still terrified him. Especially this problem. Part of him wondered if Dean would throw him in the loony bin like his momma would have. He has to fight with himself for an hour or two before he actually gets over himself. Dean's not your mother, dipshit.

So stop being so afraid.

Besides, it wasn't like Eddie was asking the guy to come to rescue him out of a sewer. Eddie had already been rescued. He just needed...)


hi. you know about weird cosmic shit right

(He's pretty positive given their various conversations and also Cas's entire fucking existence.)

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